Love is just a word until someone you meet gives it a proper meaning.

Itchy ears

stephyqm — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 09:10:33 +0000

“english, chinese , maths teacher for primary one needed. Hopefully monday thurs. Cos other days he hvCCA n other classes” oh my god!!! I was doing pedi when i heard this mother talkin on ph.can’t imagine hw stressful e kid is! Class after class everyday

I’m hvingextra classes myself after wrk for the past few years! Im likegoin crazy w it time to time, and i hate it terribly, cant imagine a 7 yr old feel!!

fd,luge,fish,fd

stephyqm — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:56:07 +0000

20082008

great date and great day today! hhaaa

had a travelling around singapore with my classmates.

1st stop was for lunch @ lucky plaza (resto surabaya)

2nd stop SENTOSA: LUGE AND SKY RIDE

we wanted very much to try out the rides…and here goes!! hehee.. if u’re into speed and heights.. go for it.. its fun to ride in speed, and to ride the skyride..high ,high high high..oo exciting

3rd stop : NIBBLES

wats that? haha its tiny little fishes nibbling ur feet,eating ur dead skin on ur feets..

intersting isnt it? as expected it was so itchy and i have to hold it and dun move and make sure the fishes dun swim away, but they jz at my feet.. nibbling non stop!we made a few research on the available places, and chose nibbles @chinatown! not bad a place. at least u will get alot of fishes at ur feet!!!!!!! will recommend anyone who wana try something new!

new ‘vision’ in life

stephyqm — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 04:16:12 +0000

Ok finally, i get my lasik surgery done.

with all the guts and own encouragement, i went for it. Although hearing all the stories about how the surgery was done, it was not as what i have expected~!!!

After all the survey i done around, Ive chosen lasik surgery center in paragon~! 7th August! haha..

description of the event:

preassessment: a number of test to examine on my eyes cornea depth, power, strength etc consultaton by doc bout the most suitable surgery. pre op teaching etc.

on surgery day: its shivering, i was actually almost chicken out on that day. It was so scary. everything happen so fast. first, you gt dress with their OT gown before entering, then lie on the OT table. you dun hear nice music, but machine sounds. then surgeon will tell you, “k let you hear what the machine sound like when the lasik starts” …… then he’ll paste ur eye lids,eye lashes up, open ur eyes and hold it with spatulas. (i got a pic of list of equiments use) Imagine i;ve seen these equipments used on neonates and now using on me!!! haha.. scary.. its freaky. THen the instillation of eye drops to anasthetise ur eyes.THe best part is, you get to see everything. when the blade come in to cut ur lens, you dun get to see it cos ur vision will black out.Next, he flip up ur lens, vision get blurer, but u still get to see the flickerin light he told you to focus on. UP NEXT- FOCUS ALL YOU CAN! bi bi bi bi bibi….. the lasik starts….. ”hold it.. 30s.. your coming back le.. hold it” haha.. tats wat the surgeon say. then when its done, the vision still blurs, till he flip back the lens, the brush the lens down with a mini brush.then u see the vision clearer!!!!

then straight away goes to the other eye! and the process come again! Everything jz happen so fast……

then you see everything clear enuf to figure out wat the hell it is! hahaa.. but the vision still cloudy. then your tears jz cant stop flowing……

then best part, the nurse told me i can go home le~ wahhh i ws tearing so badly, with the numbing eye drops, i cant even open my eyes. it jz gets so droppy, how to walk~!!! And they put the eye shield for me, it super block my vision, thou its transparent with holes, but wearin it really hinder my movements so much! I wonder was i the only one whos so picky, and irritated by it. Seems others are so well after tat!!!

I waited like one hour before i leave the clinic. it was till the 3rd hour, before i can open my eyes properly. But the tears still flow non-stop!

I went back to work the next day, and everyone tot i had a bad night of crying the day b4~ haha.. i go along with the lie, lazy to explain to ple haha..

Its 3rd POD today. vision like way much better, thou i still gets abit of cloudy and not v sharp vsion!.. lookin forward for better vision soooooooooooooN! heee.. till now i still feel so weird with the good vision. ITs really nice to see things clearly, i tend to forget and tot im still wearing my glasses or contacts! heee..

GOOD day every one!heee….. oh…. Ive seen the beautiful fireworks with my new visioN!!! hehee

Happy nurses day

stephyqm — Fri, 01 Aug 2008 15:06:43 +0000

I’m like into the 6th year of my nursing career, and this year was pretty different from the previous years. This year, not at work.. this year, im having attachments at another hosp. celebrating with my classmates.

pretty interesting program they have in kkh. look-a-like competition, games, clowns entertaining nurses. hmm wondering wats NUH did for nurses this year.. kinda miss em…..

its ok.. im back to home ground nx week! yehhhh so happy….. AND IM REALLY ALMOST DONE W ADV DIP~~~~!!!!!!! counting dwn. 2 more wks of attachments. one more wk of academic!

heee happy happy

nurses rules~!!!

counting down

stephyqm — Mon, 28 Jul 2008 13:11:49 +0000

GUESS WAT~ after all the stress and heavily packed assignments, schoolin days ,I’m like counting down to like 2wks and4 days of attachments and lastly one last week of academic!!!!!! I cant imagine, Im ending the days as a full time student.! ok.. IM GETTIN LAZY and gonna be a big fat pig! haa.. Back to the days as a staff nurse soon.

so much things running in my mind, facing a new ward, new collegues, new challenges! I’m not sure if i can take it or not. But anyway, was pretty pissed with so much effort and things that ive done for the department, yet ..i’m still at where at im till now. What is staff recogition, staff benefits, staff welfare?! haiz.. always tell myself, give myself more time, probably its really not time for it yet, encouraging myself that haiz, ‘isnt it better..they cant force me to do things, cos Im not at that role yet’ haha..

anyway, hope to stay as who i am as where i should be or where i was years back. Changed, but not change for the worse but for good. I hate it when ple aorund me gets negative, if you’re negative urself, all i can say is, be happy and positive, things may not be always goin your way as planned. But looking at the brighter side, doesnt, self spirt able to lighten up too? hope ple look more at the positive side… if those strong headed ple…. u wan to be negative, do it at ur own world and not to infect others! Each individual needs to be encourage and have a pat at the back that, after all the hard work, its meant to be repaid when time is here. be patient and look forward to surpises and happiness in due for you.

be happy every one.

wish me luck to the new challenges ahead bah. god bless.

Find me a singaporean 2/稀游记2

stephyqm — Wed, 14 May 2008 16:57:39 +0000

This is one show i wont try to miss on wednesdays 8pm-channel u. Its a show that Belinda went around the world to find singaporeans living in other side of the world. Each individual episodes have its story behind. Every episodes made me teared, not tear of sadness, but tear of touched, warmth and heartaches. It always enlightened me with thoughts ,and strenghten myself as one individual.

unselfish love is what i believes. Love doesnt need to be return, but to shower to all the love ones around and those who need the love.

in loving memories of kezia

stephyqm — Thu, 01 May 2008 11:30:10 +0000

received a sms on tuesday by marites.. then chermaine… “kezia passed away at 8 in the morning”

heartache. sorry mummy, i feel so bad that i owe her e pic i took w her n kezia before i left for studies tat time..hai

time really cant hold back.. kezia really so strong to withstand all the suffering n pain for so long. and such a great mummy that she’s always 24hrs there for her.

god bless.. be strong mummY>.< kezia is always in our heart

its trash day!

stephyqm — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 07:03:09 +0000

I always have a habit.. before i start studying i need to clear away lots of trash from my room. My room is always fill with my junks, i love to keep things and refuse to throw. Esp gifts from friends.. can be as long as since primary school. All the cards, letters, its all still around haha.. i can b a mini galang guni! haha.. i knw its horrible, i try to kill the habit of not keepin it.. but i juz dun hv e heart to throw it..

anyway today its e same, suppose to start studyin as promise.. i did all e packin up again, throwing away and keepin away stuffs. bags n bags of junks .. i guess i need a round 2 after the exams… heee..

anyway to update: i accompanied ping n peter on her trial of bridal gowns.. she is so lovely!! hehee.. how i wish can published e photos.. hee..

thank-u- happiness the best revenge

stephyqm — Tue, 22 Apr 2008 11:29:11 +0000

i thank-u for letting me see the bigger pic

thank-u of making me understand what was not the truth

thank-u , that it made me stronger

thank-u, i’m happier now for seeing the truth

thank-u, that it make me move on

thank-u that i still see where i am standing strong still.

stupidity that i wasted my tears, stupidity that i was crazy

At least i see the light , thank god.

Learn to take steps with all caution and see people with more thicker glasses and deeper thoughts

be grateful with dearies and friends i love and have love and dear me with all their hearts.

pain

stephyqm — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 16:48:55 +0000

when you know the truth, is it good or bad?

When u see and learn bout the frame from the puzzle…

months ago, learn about ur updates, i was dashed with tots. and teared non stop

had a great fall, but guess its too late to regret what was done. there fore, Ive learn to stand up

But, when the puzzle forms, it aches me more.

to see how each pieces brought about what have happen, make me wonder, what was i to u then.

things happen too fast that i wish it was erased in my memories.

Why all treated me the same. Im i so easily forgotten and replaced ? I really dont know

but all this really hurt more esp when u’re one of em.

Thou its painful, but I still have to wish you the best. xin fu